I post a lot of la dispute but its not all that I post. Ok?
I push a lot of people away. Not for me, but for them because I'm such a negative person and I don't want my negative vibes to fuck up their aura.
So really I have no friends and that makes me really sad but it had to be done.
(The picture above is one a very very special friend of mine drew for me when I was in in a mental hospital and it means absolutely everything to me.)
Have I been losing it completely? Losing sanity? Or has it been fabricated, fashioned by the worst of me? I know I knocked the table over because I watched the jar break and I’ve been trying to repair it every single stupid day But won’t the cracks still show no matter how well it’s assembled can I ever just decide to let it die and let you go?
"For those of you not present at either our Grand Rapids or our Cleveland show this past Sunday and Monday respectively (excepting of course close friends not in attendance who were privy to this information prior to the commencement of tour), Kevin has, after roughly ten years of standing to my…